Frustration

I am frustrated.

I won't share with you exactly why that is... I just am.

I don't understand things. or people. or places. or priorities. and sometimes I don't understand how things work. or how people work.

It's time like these, I wish there were simple black and white answers.

I have moments where I wish there were road maps and field guides offering clear explanation of paths. options. directions... both for me and for those I do life with.

I'm frustrated...maybe even a tiny bit irritated.

Even now, I am grateful there is a bigger God who knows the end from the beginning. Who knows the deep reasoning behind every question that bubbles in my brain. Oh that He understands even those deep-seeded reasons which have yet to surface!

Nevertheless, tonight I. am. frustrated. Maybe tomorrow I can begin to let go completely.

Maybe.